Your Best Friend, I've come to be.

That's both a yoda AND a Dido reference. Holy Shit.

Anyways, i think I've located the source of the lack-of-wanting-to-poast-feelings. It's this piece of shit squishy indestructible keyboard! Typing on it actually puts me in a bad mood. oh well. Only 40 more days of it.

And yes, I am referring to the mere 40 days of living in this room, in this house, in this city, in this state, in this TIME ZONE. fuck yes. I am extremely excited, but right now, I'm just a little bit overwhelmed because there's still quite a bit to do for school. However, I feel I've earned a school-shit break since, in the past week, I've taken care of my placement exams, advisor appointments, getting rid of stuff, and health stuff. All that remains is money and classes. [pretttyyyy maaajor. shhhhhhhhhhh.]


UNFORTUNATELY,

I got a 3 on my AP Bio test! I was expecting a 4. I really think I earned it, but what evaaaaa. Life goes on. I've never claimed to be some bio prodigy like fugo. Fro just thinks I'm a bio buff because I know that fish have hemolymph instead of blood, but then again, most people already know that. sigh.


speaking of things that suck, today I was trying to figure out how the fuck my cmputer lock works, and I accidently set it to something else, rendering it completely useless to me. Awesome. I was so pissed I almost flung it at the wall.


OH. and to add to that excellent list of suckage, today,  I was playing Animal Crossing, and I was having a dandy ol time, and then when i tried to save, it wouldn't. So next tie when I log in, dumb ol resetti's gonna be all ROAAAAARRRR, SAVE BEFORE YOU QUIT BLAH BLAHBLAH BLAH. God. I HATE  Resetti. He's like second to Dial-Up interwebz.


I'm sure there are more things to complain about. OH. Today, i was watching erin play animal crossing on her stupid huge green tv and I got motion sick and had to leave. and then i dropped my phone because their stupid porch light doesnt work.

GAH.

AAAAAND. apparently all of you think that I should continue blogging for freakin EVER. until I DIE. WHAT'S IN IT FOR ME? HRM?! better be cupcakes.


however on the upside, my ipod was updated for the first time in MONTHS today! :D

well, I'm going to portland tomorrow with people I love tomorrow, so I better break the going to bed at 4am habit tonight and hit the hay.

LUUUUVS.

[I luuuv it.]

D:

Gosh I have truly been neglecting this poor ol blog
It's Important to me, just not as much so as it used to be. Anyways, I have to go to work soon, so this should be kept relatively short

I have begun to prepare for college by getting rid of stuff.
today in animal crossing, I sold ALL of my clothes. yeah, it's serious.

anyways, should I keep this blog through college or just say SAYONARA
or maybe get a new one? hrm!

in other news, thanks to all who made my birthday a fantastic day :]

Withdom Teef

breaking point

good god, I've become an addict.
I always pitied those sad, pathetic twilight girls.
unfortunately, I've become one. and not just like "hey this is a fun book" it's like "MUST. KEEP. READING. OR. WILL. CEASE. TO. EXIST."
THIS IS A PROBLEM.
I can't even have normal conversations anymore, because EVERYTHING triggers a line or situation from the book. EVERYTHING.
and the addiction is quickly ruining all aspect of my life. Today, as i was driving home from Jenna's, Mika's "Ring Ring" came on my ipod. I like this song. but now...

But you never let me fall
Push my back against the wall
Every time you call
You get so emotional
Oh, I'm freakin' out

Ring ring
Is that you on the phone?
You think you're clever
But you're never saying nothing at all

Hey hey
The way you spin me around
You make me dizzy when you play me
Like a kid with a crown

You got a dangerous obsession
Now I'm in need of some protection
That was never my intention

But now? I think HEY THAT'S LIKE TWILIGHT. THIS IS NOT OKAY.
i am seriously ONE step away from joining twilight fan clubs and adding "back off bella, edward is mine" FLAIR.
I read for AT LEAST 5 hours yesterday.
the cleanness and organization of my room is being neglected because I NEED TO READ TWILIGHT.
today I was at border's to buy the third book. it was 20 goddamn dollars, and i think buying hardbacks is DUMB, and I swear to god I almost did.
I need an intervention.
I'm going to go....
clean my room..
yeaaaaahhhhhh........
in other news, erin can eat solid food now! soon she'lll be able to get back to her steak-a-day lifestyle
I should probably go visit her soon...
but.
I still have to

clean my room.

Spare me your freakin' dirty looks

now don't blame me
you wanna cash out
and get the hell outta town
remember what you told me?

SH SH SH SHAKE THE GLITTERRRR



Anyways...
school's out, and I've been off adventuring with Erin, Jenna, and Claire.
We went to the Mckenzie river, and it was fun. However, unfortunately for you, what happens at the mckenzie, stays at the mckenzie.
So I'll just complain about other fun things.
When I returned from the aforementioned camping trip, My new beautiful macbook was waiting from me. So of course i've spent the past couple days lipsyncing to katy perry and making movies out of it, and maybe fitting in some photobooth here and there. These really are beautiful machines. And best of all, the return key is not in a stupid L shape! hooray!
However, even this beautiful new computer gets old with dial up. So here I am at the library. I downloaded all the essentials [adium, skitch, firefox] and now all that has to be done is to figure out not only WHAT needs to be transferred, but HOW it is to be transferred.
I was thinking about just going ghetto and using a flash drive because that would stop me from adding too much stuff that i really don't need since it would take for-freakin-ever.

Righto. on a completely different note, I have finally had my first 12-hour night of sleep, this year which meaaaaaans.... it's summer.
time to put off things that need to be done!
I need a goddamn smoothie.

The last full day of highschool ever

It came and went. same ol' same ol' cept for there was a huge apocalyptic storm that wasted corvallis the second e were let out. no big, no big.

ookay, so this morning I had to work, and there were big dumb dogs that were loud and slobbery and annoying, as well as a kitten named baby who was all mrowwm mroooowwwm until i fed her, when she instead began to om nomnomnomnomnom.
I had to go aide for minato, and there was nothing to do, which was annoying, and she wasnt even there! Freaking minato DITCHED on the last day I aided for her. THE NERVE. I might not even show up tomorrow. I am just so angry. gosh.
Instead ofminato there was that creepy silver glasses ginger guy with a pony tail. He has very sim-like movements at times.
Net games sucked because we had to do that stupid situps/pusups thing to prove we are fit. erin andI astounded everyone with our high figures since we're boss. Uhg, we also had to run the mile. I think it sucked more the first time, however it still was a considerable amount of suck. I improved my time by 55 seconds on the plus side. I must be FIT.
Then came bio, where Forrest, Beka, Blake, and i blabbedfr fifteen minutes on the botany of desire. I mumbed and bumbled a lot, and I was actully kind of scared. I seem to have lost my love of public speaking. whatever. It went okay, and best of all is that we're done! yay! after the presentations, we watched part of the spring sports segment of the DVD yearbook. all the sports ragged on all of the other sports. it was nice.
Then came sociology. It was boring, as usual. we made fun of alina and megan for beng stupid whores and watched a movie on gender roles and stuff. At the beginning of the class, the sky was mostly clear with  bit of overcast coming in. One hour later the sky was dark and foreboding. one half hour later the sky was black. We turned in our senior checkout lists to the angry school money lady and rushed out of the school toawrds the safety of our cars. The wind had already started to blow pretty hard. I skidded out of my spot and started heading home. I drove one street past grant and remembered that I needed to transfer some funds into my account so i could buy ANOTHER fucking keyboard. I parked directly across from the bottle return and briskly walked into the storm as I heard more thunder. Some ass hoe was taking forever on the atm, but the second i got to it, I heard a loud boom and looked outside to see an actual WALL of water coming down. None of that start slow and get heavier crap, it was like no rain- DOOM RAIN. I finished up my transaction, And had to restrain myself from taking out all the money I had, and running through the store shoveling thins into a basket frantically. That would have been so much fun... anyways, I walked into the building's entryway, and stood by two freshman-looking girls who were just sort of dazed at just how powerful the storm was. I took a deep breath and stepped into the storm, at which point i realized was a mistake. The rain was coming down so hard, I could barely make out my car in the lot. After my first courageous step I was all "SHIT ITS POURING" and sprinted to my car. I ran like CRAZY, unlocked and hopped in my car which fogged up the second the door opened. i cranked the wipers, hot air and de-fog-i-fiers, but i still really couldn't see much of anything. unfortunately, i still needed a freaking keyboard, So I roared down Kings at all of about 20 miles perhour dodging lakes, planet sized hail stones, and idiot college kids who thought today would be the best day ever to jaywalk.
damn kids.
when I arrived at the apple store, i bought this dumb indestructable [we'll see about that] rubber keyboard. It's hard to type on >:[
and a ipod casette adapter for my car! hooray!

kbye.
so in the crazy rain and hail

It Approacheth

has anyone noticed how close graduation is?
in case you hadn't...
we graduate in 285 hours.
that's, like, a lot less than ten million.
And I've had [very] roughly 14,740 hours of school
We only have about 36 total hours of ACTUAL school left
which means... I only have the last 0.24% of my education to complete.
it feels like the longest though.

even though all of you totally creep on my facebook pictures, and PROBABLY already saw this, here's a picture of me at state, proving that my school is [almost] THE BEST at tennis!

I faintly remember this time of year six years ago, when my sister was graduating from high school.  She was being cliché and listening to Vitamin C's "Graduation" the conversation went something like this:
me: "oh i love this song"
E: you dont even get itttt
me: it's about graduating
E: yeah, but you don't, like, GET it. you wont understand until you graduate
me: ASSS WEEE GOOOOO ONNNNN, WE REMEMBBEEERRRRRR

ALLL THE TIMESS WEEEEE'VE
HAD TOGEEEETHERRRRRRRR
AND AS OUR-
E: SHUT UP SHUT UP you're RUINING IT!
me: *continues noisily singing*

I guess somethings never change. But she was most definitely right. Graduating from middle school is significantly different from graduating from high school. Just don't tell that to a middle-schooler.
I'm freakin leaving. for freakin ever. And I have to decide what relationships I'll continue to put effort into, and what stuff is important enough to bring along for the journey.
I also need to decide to actually finish high school with passing grades
I've got a major mental block that is preventing that right now.

stupid marinna was here today. we were working on our stupid sociology project, and every freaking time, i looked over at her, she was COMPLETELY on task. Shit, I envy that girl.

scuse the scatterbrainedness of this poast
I'm basically freaking out and word vomiting all over this blog.
Oh, here's a picture that doesn't make sense in this post either: